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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, June 10, 2011

We've travelled so far but there's still a longer journey that we need to go. I've been holding onto this thing called us for years now and truth is, I never thought it would get this hard. The further we go, the harder for me to keep up with my promise. The starting of our love story was best. I guess, our mistake was that we rushed things so fast in the past that we didn't get the chance to spend the excitement wisely. Now that we're older, our thinking and r/s can be described as old. I know I suck for insulting on my own r/s but I just want us to bring back the joy. I want to feel the rush. I miss the feeling when you keep making me blush or whatsoever. When was the last time you'd ever compliment me. I don't think you noticed the difference about me. It's nauseating. I'm tired of running after you. Attention. That's all that I need. I guess I gave my attention to the wrong person.

I should be more cautious when it comes to pouring my hearts out. I just feel like I need someone. I just don't think I've met that person just yet. I just don't know how to play this game anymore.