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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, April 14, 2011

I do not know if I can bear with all these shitt. Things keep getting from bad to worst in a nick of time. I'm tired of all the same fucking people who keep pissing me off. It hurts to realised that I can't actually meet to people expectations. It hurts to sacrificed what I HATE to do just to make them happy but sadly, these people can't do the same for me. It's hard to deal with all these alone. It's true I have my family, tons of friends and a loving boyfriend but they aren't the one whose feeling it. Frankly, all their advices are all the things I need to calm me down but for how long? No one knows how much pain I'm feeling. How long I've been keeping silent about almost everything about my life. I just don't think anyone could actually understand me and they can't react the same way I expect them to react. My life suck, trust me.

Seriously, I love ya'll but at the same time, you guys have been messing my love life. Well not everything but the things you say and how I acted just to defend you guys really spoiled my mood when I'm with him. I'm super tired of yelling and debating with Haqim all because of that stupid motherfucking reason. Please, I know who I am but come on' lah, what about my relationship? We're no 13 0r 15 years old whereby we have to follow all the rules. I'm freaking 17. Nothing to brag but I think I'm old enough to do what I want with Haqim as in how I want my relationship to go. We've been together for some years now and hell no am I going to just let some people end us. We fight like so so a lot but it has never stop me from losing faith in 13. I don't want to sound as though I had forgotten about myself but seriously, please I beg from all of ya. Do me a favour and let me do what me and Haqim used to do/be. I just hate that because of a misunderstanding, our relationship are being torn apart.

Happy 43rd Monthsary to THIRTEEN.


Hi babe. Why must you be so adorable? You're always on my mind. MONYET betul. ^^