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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, March 20, 2011

20. I'm currently at mac and i'm super pissed. I tried to connect my laptop to the internet but it keeps failing. Nevertheless, I will keep on trying. Living under mum is kinda boring. Well, not boring to be exact coz mum is still in KL. Living under her roof is pathetic. I feel so desperate coz I really need my own space but I can't have it. Fuck right? We were told that we're gonna live at mum's for around 2-3 weeks. For the mean time, imma' continue going to school and for every friday, imma' chill with my friends and sleep at babe's. I miss my home already but what more can I do. Living with mum won't be that bad right. I still have my grandparents and my bratty little sister.

This march holiday wasn't the holiday I expected it to be. My picture of this holiday was to spend my time equally on both studies and my time with loved ones but instead, I didn't spend much on both things. I didn't put much effort on any subjects although i've planned to do as much revisions as I could. The only time I had fun with was with my friends, celebrating the March babies. Even that didn't start well coz of my personal problem. I didn't get to spend a single day with love at all. The only time when we met was when we exchanged house while he was moving his things and I was moving mine. Atleast there was a hug and a kiss. I miss you babe. My family members are too busy with their own things. Just look at my mum. Heart aching. I don't really know what else to do but I will just chill and keep hoping for the best to come. Coz they say that good things come to those who are patience. So fucking yea, imma' wait.

Things aren't going well and we both know that it's getting worst. You told me you knew that I had been acting strange towards you and that we should have the talk. I'll just count the day till we meet coz both of us are too busy with our lives. I hope you're doing okay there and that you miss me as much as I miss you. Boy, I love you so much to be ignored. With me living here, it's gonna be hard to even have a five minutes talk without worrying about the time. I'll think of some ways to get us back in track kay.