Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, March 12, 2011
![]() 12. I swear, my day just got the worst of it. I fucking hate my life. How I wish I could let go of everything and be mentally ill. I fucking hate the thought of me having/ forced to be nice to people when they, in return treat me like one motherfucking shitt. I'm pissed. Wait! Far beyond that! I hate how my life could turn upside down in a nick of time. I hate how everyone keep forgetting me, especially for what I've done for them. I hate how people would want the very best out of me when I don't fucking want to do it! All these criticism are for me to push me to do better? I strongly disagree with that shitty statement! Criticism won't make me want to go far, it will just makes me feel stupid. By criticizing me, it means you care? Fuck that shitt, how would that show me that you actually give a damn? Are you plain stupid or are you from Opposite-ville? After all that had happened, you left us? I can't believe that people like you still exist in this biased world. Life is unfair, everything is unfair! Wait, wait! It's fucking fair! One by one people are giving me the same treatment. So yea, it's fair right? Everyone has a pieced of my shattered heart? Fuck you guys. I hope you burnt in hell with all your cunt attitude! Stop putting a nice act in front of me. Dammit, you should actually went for the Oscars since you're one of the best actress/ actors that I have ever met. I hate you all. I can't believed I was too blind to see all these shitt that was coming in my way. You guys fooled me very well. Good for you! Aren't you happy for what you've done to me? My struggle brings you joy huh? _I_ bitch! Then there's you! You don't really want me here right? My existence annoys you. You have your buds, you're everything. Me? I'm not much of a person to you. Truthfully, I think I'm done with you. I might had ran after ya, pleaded ya but I'm done playing this game. I'm withdrawing from this shitt. I just hate everyone right now! |