Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, March 9, 2011
09. That particular scene kept replaying inside my head. I can't even remember what was the main reason for our fussiness. It was one of the most disastrous arguement that we had ever experienced. It was also one of my wake up call to alarmed me about how I have been acting towards you. Though, vulgar words and harshful treatments were used, I still begged for more. We were really annoyed with one another that we ignored the real aim for our meet up, and that was to spend the best of our time wisely. With you coming back and forth from sch/ home to meet me. The maximum hours for us to have the blast was around 2h30minutes. We were too stubborn to see what we've grown into. Our morale values, characterisation and sense of urgency ; all gone. It's been hard to actually deal with this and it gets harder as each day pass. I miss us so much. When will this end? I hope soon coz, we're losing a large amount of time trying to hear whose has the louder voice than to actually share some laughter. I wish I could turn back the time and change it all. Telling myself that this would be the last time I would get hurt would be stupid coz what kind of relationship would that be. I love arguing with ya but I hate when either one of us, gave up. To cut the story short, I love you |