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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Life suckx. I do not know why but I'm feeling so pissed off with a great bunch of idiots out there. It had also occured to me that I find myself feeling like as though I am being taken advantage of. I have been messing with my own feelings and I find that my heart has been vunerable towards some. Trying to be tough when I know myself that I am weak. There's no one else that could really understands you. I'm losing some love as day passed on. I felt neglected when you weren't around and even if you were physically there, you were not the person that I was expecting of. It hurts but the only thing I could say to myself is to just suck it up. This could be the worst year ever. Everyone had gone to their seperate ways and it seems that I am the only person stuck with my head held high. That stupid faith of mind and this stupid heart keeps demanding me to stay and wait. It really suckx to actually realised that the only person you could rely on would not be the right kind of person to share it with. It might be regards to their hot temper of reactions towards a situation or it would be just a waste of time to them. I'm giving up to mostly all of my hopes; studies, relationships, my future. I guess nothing right will come my way. Not now, not later or nor wdill it come in the future. I keep getting pissed with the same people and also for the same reason. You people are driving me insane, do you know that? I am done with mostly everything that I thought would be my everything. I'm tired of all these late night tears, aching heart-pounding moments. You have won, I surrender. That is just it. Let me be alone, be all to myself and be without anyone of jerks. I do not know how you guys did it but you really got me feeling depressed. Suckx some dick you motherfuckers! I swear, when one day if I trully had founf my happiness, none of you will be remembered. For now, I'm yearning for some disappoinment.