Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, January 21, 2011
![]() 21. Gave school a missed due to laziness. I know that was a stupid reason for not attending school but I just don't feel like it. I have been sleeping so late lately due to tons of homeworks and a quick recap of revisions. Hopefully this would be the last of my bad habit. Woke up around 10am and received three text messages from some people and a miss-call. Haha. I've got three homeworks in my hand and that homework must be completed before 5pm as I want to go out and study with Friday Peeps later. And by night, we could have our fun and watch a CD. Currently I'm all alone with my beloved grandmother. She's so cute and I love her dearly. haha. Everyone loves their grandmother and how cute they can be. I miss my sister so badly. She's been having late trainings and study groups that we barely had some conversations to start on with. I want to plan an outing with her. My other nonsensical sister's birthday is in two more days. I do not know if I should buy her a cake or not. I know I might sound selfish but you guys don't even know her and what she had caused this family. I don't know.. Shall talk about this soon. School is so stupid nowadays. I seriously hate the thumb-print thing. It's stupid and it is such a waste of time. People keep queing to scan their thumbprints and it will take some time for us to be accessed in. Seriously, such a waste of money. Others than that, I have lost some interest for my CCA. I shall not elaborate much of it but some girls would know why. Please treat every practice as your last practice before SYF. I know everything is back to normal and I do not want to sound as though I'm picking up a fight. However, I can still feel the absence in my heart. Whether you like it or not, I just feel that you had changed. I don't know.. It's either you or me. I just felt a little neglected when you keep talking about your friends and how they mean so much to you. I'm happy for you, trully I am but I don't know, I feel a bit unsure about it. I don't think you will find any point to this but I just want you to hear me out, okay? I love you bonc. I just feel something is missing. |