Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
11. First remedial and it was maths. I'm getting pissed off with some people lately and I had been so disappointed in me almost everyday. I'm trying to live my life happily but it seems that nothing better comes my way. My grade for Malay was like a piece of shitt. I can't seem to be succeeding in that subject. O level result was like a wake up call which actually pulls my confidence down. I do not know if I could handle this year with all the studies/family/relationships. I know that I have set a goal for me to achieved but the thought of being in the hall, alone with the paper in my hand will just screw things up. I really want to pass so badly and I know I should start in it as soon as possible. This is year is gonna be an important year for me and I won't let people get the hold out of me. All I want to achieved is be the biggest jerk. In directly saying, I do not want to think about people's feelings as it would definitely interfere with my concentration on my studies. My blog will be in Malay Language for the next post. I really want to improve on it. Your new year resolution was not to get mad for smallest thing but it seems that you can't even hold it for even a month. I won't say that I'm disappointed coz we both know where it would lead us. Or better yet, it will lead you in such temper. Dude, I love you but if your ego is too big for me to handle. It would also mean that my hopes for your changes will stop. Actions Speaks Louder Than Words. I'm getting tired of it and yet you never knew when to stop, don't you? |