<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/2107136917392643267?origin\x3dhttp://sha-superlife.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener("load", function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=3516409553009350420&blogName=Live+Preview.&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLUE&layoutType=CLASSIC&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Fx-threemilesdown.blogspot.com%2Fsearch&blogLocale=en&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Fx-threemilesdown.blogspot.com%2F" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" title="Blogger Navigation and Search"></iframe> <div></div>
 

 


Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile
Photobucket

Exits
Tumblr? Ashvini Ayu Aisyah Ellina Irza Lisa NurinQistina Syakirah Yaya Zulaiha

Saturday, December 11, 2010


11. So many things have been the caused for my downpour. However, I am glad to see some people to actually showed more concern for me. Some were the people who had always been there, some were the people who I never thought would even remember me by now and some who knows my critical moment but instead of talking about it, they were the one who joke with me all day long. Thank you to all. Though things have not yet to make any difference, life still must go on. I find it not healthy to pull all my anger and just keep it, to combine everything. I don't know. I look so stupid to even try. I'm so pissed off with myself. What have you become, Sha. 2011 is just around the corner, I just want a happier life next year but I don't think it will. Every year seems to be harder and harder. Sec 2 was neutral, Sec 3 was a bit challenging, this year was the worst. My birthday, my .... Well, mostly on every special day of mine. I don't trust on birthdays anymore, I don't see the point of celebrating it. I don't see the point of celebrating on anything. For example, Hari Raya. It was the bombz for a day and then we continue to go our separate ways. It really sux to have high expectations for something and therefore, I have learnt my lesson. Expectations will only bring disappointment. Life's been hard but I'm livin' it like it's the last. I'm glad to have my sister by my side though we don't talk much. I've realised that I'd prefer to just joke around than just talk. Talking would mean; me getting my emotions tied to me while I'm telling it and it sux to hear your voice suddenly changed plus your eyes reddened. Then, there comes the joke. Whereby you forget about the pain and laugh all day long. No fake laughs especially when it comes to my sis and I love her for that and not to mention my friends.


I don't know when to break it up to ya. I'm okay but I find myself guilty not to be true to myself.