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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, November 14, 2010



14. Slept over at baby's and I just reached home. Will be busy in a few minutes till I don't know when. I have yet to pack my things for the chalet. Will be going with Ayu and Nani. Hmm... Currently, I am all alone in the house and my mood for now is cranky. haishh.


Somehow, I just hate where we are. I guess somethings aren't meant to be spoken huh? I should get control of my mouth and also my gesture. It's like there's no freedom of speech to it. fuck it.


One down, three to go. Please make it a bombastic one.

13. It's the date of the month(yesterday). This is gonna be a boring/sweet post if you want it to be. Well, happy 38th. Though we had faced a lot of struggles and sometimes we see eye to eye as enemies, I am happy to still say that I love you. You are the best and you know that. Though words aren't enough to describe what I am trying to tell you right now, I just hope that you really feel what I feel. Yea.. I know at times, I can be unreasonable or stuck up and sometimes, I find you very irritating with you being egoistic at times, I will still love you. There's a lesson to this all and of course, I have learnt a lot from this 38 months we had been together. I t was no surprised that we don't know anything about each other. I do not even know how to spelled your name when we were 1 day in BGR. It's funny how the person you do not know nothing at all could act as your other half. It's funnier when everytime you want to just fuck off from that place and go with someone else, I keep thinking about you. I admit, I was selfish but I've learnt that we must give and take. Without both, nothing will be okay. Each year, the both of us learnt something special. Remember when we used to argue about Trust? Patience? Promises? I am really proud of us and I am of course proud of you. Not only because of what you have put in effort for us to still be as one but others things too. I can't imagined how hard my life would be without you. Though when we were both pissed off with one another and I would sometime imagined what it would be like without you, yes, it would be okay but that is imagination not the real deal. We had broken up for almost three times( if I'm not wrong) and the feelings sux. I guess no other boy can be as perfect as you. We're violent. straightforward, harsh, selfish and etc but your hand is still in mine. We gossiped like girlfriends do, we teases like those dudes out there and we share a heart like a couple. As a bestf, you are exactly like one of my gf. As a couple, I love you more than you would ever imagined. I know, I sux in relationships and I'm not a pro in it. Nobody are, not even Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens. Not Beyonce Knowles and Jay-Z. Not Katy Perry and Russel. They've went through several battles to get in tip-top shape. I miss those late night calls till 3am and we look horrible the next day but still it's worth the time. I miss us "exploring" Yishun as we weren't familiar to this neighbourhood. We both tried new things together like recently, we went for a sisha which is like at the 11th storey. Funny isn't it? haha. I'm sorry for being the worst girlfriend. You would usually say nice things to me like " to me, you're just perfect" but still, if I am really that perfect, things won't get out of hand. Everytime you say things nice about me like " You still waited for me even after.... ", I never failed to cry. Even right now, while I am typing, tears are rolling. I love when you pinched me hard on my cheecks or you bite my cheecks leaving me in pain and me running after you. I really miss them all. I love you Baby Boy. Once again, happy 38th syg.
-BabyGirl