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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, October 29, 2010

29. I miss boyf dearest)': I'm tired + bored + I am having a terrible headache. Third audition was okay and I made it in(: It was a heart-punding moment for me actually. My back hurts so badly and I feel so nauseous. I just hate when she brags about everything. I am currently at home alone. Sis has went to meet her friend. My grandparents went out on a date. haha. cute right? My brother has left for work. Boyf is out with his mum. The only living things in this house is that rabbit and he is asleep. I wanna drink slurpee uhh. . I'm looking forward for 13 and chalet. Probably to the Beach again with Baby and the next day is the first day for chalet(:

I do not like the sound of it. Being second in place? Being the second best? Being second of anything or everything. I won't die or suffer like some maniac out there just to get your freaking attention. Well, I don't actually want any attention. I don't want anything when it comes to you. As a friend, I promise that I will be there but what you had shown me is just bullshitt. You made it sound as though I'm your back-up plan. You're next-in-line girl. If this is what friendship to you means, then forget about it. You might had not been noticing about it but I will back off soon enough. Who do you take me for? Your part-time-second-brand-person-to-keep-you-company? I'm tired of listening to your cries. It does not mean anything to me but I was a fool to have some sympathy for you. I believed that everyone should be given a second chance but too much chances is just your way out to get yourself free from trouble. You do not have to feel guilty for leaving me or feel bad about yourself. Is that the reason for you to still be here? I would appreciate if you just move on, forget what you did wrong and turn over a new leaf. There's no harm to that right? Wishing you all the best for your future endeavours.
Stop making it sound as though there's more to us.
Girl, you better love what you got before it all goes away.