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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, July 22, 2010



I'm not gonna blame ya everything coz i know partly it was my mistakes but what's up with ya? You want to know like everything huh? Well, let's start of with, I HATE WHAT WE'RE GOING THROUGH NOW. How's that? I didn't wanna tell ya coz it's my want and not yours. Yes, you do mean to me but I have the right to tell ya what i want. After the phone call YOU HUNG UP, the last words were "YOU SHUT UP!" let me tell ya, WTF?! I feel so stupid and embarrassed, YES I DO. You gave me high hope or should i say, FAT HOPES that the past will remain in the past but end up, it's repeating again and again. You semangat seminit and ends with the same old sad song. The cycle of 1309. Am i not taken seriously? You say the meanest things and do all the harshest things and yet, I'm okay. I'm stupid for believing in myself as i know someday you'll change but tell me now. After that incident. This is the last straw and i mean it. Seperti menegakkan benang yang basah. No more of that. Goodbye babe. It's time for me to start it new. I wanna go on a steady with myself. How convincing was that? Yes, I'm giving up in you and in US. No more of it, i don't wanna be part of it. Tears me apart realising how stupid i was. To lie to myself. You really did it this time. I'm sorry i can't be the girl who you want me to be. I'm sorry if i can't give you want you wanted. I'm sorry if you think that all what i have done for you is a waste down the drain. I'm sorry for all the things that made you pissed off. I'm sorry for being such a worse person in your life. I'm sorry for not being the best friend that you've ever had. And lastly, I'm sorry for myself not to realised this earlier. I'm ma stupid girl. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid! Say what you want at Facebook. Say what you need. Make me look bad and destroy my reputation? I was not delivered to this world to pleased anyone especially you now. You SUX, i tell ya! I can't believed you did this to me. I'm so furious and frustrated. A sweet lunch and now the worse nightmare. F-ck. I swear, from now on, i won't let myself be near you.