Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, June 7, 2010
![]() I still have less than 24 hours before i leave for Sarawak. I still have not yet pack my things and i am f-cking pissed. You know what? i have had enough of all this! you wont give me a chance even when I'm trying to squeeze my time for you. All you care is your anger?! Why can't you just chill for a sec and spend the time that we still have together? I don't know what else to say. So, all these while, that was just a lie? ".. only in a few days in S'pore.." "..... spend time when we still have..." what shitt is this all about? Oh god, i seriously think i am just wasting my time. After that "incident" i don't want to regret but this, it's over. Don't wanna text? don't wanna call? don't wanna meet? Fine, have it your way babe. You have those people behind you that you can rely on whereas i don't. All i have is you.. wait, All i once Had was you. Just take care and spend your time wisely. Don't sleep too late, Have fun and be extra careful while working. I won't elaborate or say much about my love life. I feel so down, down, down. nevertheless, I'll try to understand your situation even if it means hurting myself. How stupid could i be.. I adore the red thing. I adore your kiss. I adore your Hugs. I adore your smile. I adore you so much, you monyet. Starring at the shiniest star together with the cool wind blowing our skin soothingly. I never thought i would cry in front of you. I guess my one-month has met it's deadline. You mean so much to me and i love you. I miss every time i mess up with your hair and you'll get frustrated. you know i love you. |