Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, May 2, 2010
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() So many last minute things popped up. Skipped work at the last minute, Someone gave me a surprise at the last minute, Went so-called study at the last minute with Nani, Went home to fetch and then fly kite at the last minute. Last minute stuffs are fun except for last minute HOMEWORK. People just don't appreciate trees no more. So many worksheets need to be done and I've not started on any of it. My aims for today; Finish up S.S mind map, History and English. Will be studying with peeps tomorrow and will finish up physics and maths. Had a blast with Nani from 2pm i think and sorry for keeping you waiting. haha. We counted the stars and it reminded me of that someone. that particular sentence. Went home at around 8.3opm and we were itching non-stop. When i reached home, i headed to the showers and i spent almost an hour in it and my body is still itching): Pictures were taken but i can't guarantee that i will be uploading all of them to facebook but most probably through post. My eyes are getting heavier, have to force myself to be awake. Have to wake up super early tomorrow as I've planned to have my breakfast with haqim. And to all those makciks, we're just close friends okay M-F? I want this post to be super long or at least longer than my previous post as i don't think anything "happening" will occur in the following days but hey, we don't know what will happen right? So let's just see kay? I feel so egoistic nowadays and i admit it. I've been acting weirdly and i didn't think much of others feelings and I'm sorry to everyone who was offended and i love you guys for tolerating my behaviour. Maybe, i just need support and concerns from my loved ones. I got angry/irritated easily by people and i won't give them a chance to actually speak or whatsoever. I'm terribly sorry. I need your shoulder to cry on. Please be here, anyone. wth? I'm being so emotional now. pardon me. There's always a way if there's a will to it and I'm willing to give my all to be back on my knees as per usual. haha. I feel so ecstatic after seeing that someone but I'm also hurt by that someone. haishh. Please UNDERSTAND that i UNDERSTAND you're situation. It's just that.. haishh. you're not me so you won't UNDERSTAND how it feels. negativity. |