Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, May 23, 2010
![]() Sleepless night and my eyes are getting smaller and smaller. I didn't know that i would get hurt this hard. I cried to sleep and even tears rolled down my face when i opened my eyes in the morning. It was a hard time for yours and me. I cried upon reaching, a few steps inside and leaving. Unbearable and devastated. I didn't knew you mean so much till you're gone. We're far apart but i can feel that you're just by my side. Even now, i can't hold back my tears. I'm sorry for not being there. I love you dearly. I can't believed that, that was the last time i get to see you. I know i kept reminding myself that there's no such thing as regrettion but now, i'll like to take it back. Take everything back. Don't say such things. Remember on your 17th birthday, the card? That's a promise. You're more than what you thing you are. I have faith in you and i don't want it to be a hope. i don't think i'll see things normally ike it used to be. I miss you so much. all i want is you to be by my side right now and put yours arms around me and say "everything is gonna be alright." gosh, i can't go any further. I'll stay by you through thick and thin. I feel so numb. I would most probably not be updating my blog till the end of M.T Olevel is done, next monday(nervous). All the best to people who will be taking it. Don't talk to me. |