Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
second post of the day. Family is having a bad time now. tense. I seriously hate you. You fucking bitch wannabe! you think you're all that?! Fuck you like all way round lah you slut! Just because you have those thugs that you can rely on doesn't mean you're all that. You wanna act big? enter in theatre arts lah! you don't need to show me all this coz i know you can do all that. typical sluts. Tell me something that i don't know. Wait, show me instead. i don't give a damn thing of what you've been doing but it is not okay if you ever hurt my grandparents by physically or emotionally. Don't you dare call me your sis. Yes, it sounds foolish but i can't take it any longer of your critism of the people who had been looking after you. You have no sense of appreciation and you think your friends are all that? Whatever lah. I'm not even scared of you one bit. i don't care if you're taller, bigger or whatever shit you had grown into. When you mess with my family or the people that has been my guardian since i first delivered in this world, you'll regret. Having all the friends in this world means nothing in the future. What? you gonna make another lie saying all your family members are dead? have it your way lah you dunce shitt. I had never thought that i was the perfect one in this household coz i know no one is perfect. Oh, Fuck yes. life would have been easier without your existance what can i do if god has given you a chance to this world? I'll have to accept the fact as i can't do anything. I'm just a piece of what Tuhan had done and i'm blessed with everything that keeps me living. You on the other hand don't feel that you're needed in this world? why?! Its because you don't appreciate others! you're brave in texting but you don't have the courage to talk? what kind of thug are you? Typical. i may not know what all this leads to but for what i know, i can't accept the way you had treated my grandparents. What wrong had they done to you? What is it that is not enough till you had to act this way? each 5 of us were given everything that other kids in this world would die for. How i wish i could do illegal things to you. I'll bombed you first before throwing you into the hot lava of the volcanoe. all this leads to nowhere but misery. i won't regret for what i've done to you. i regret for what i didn't do to you. your head in my hands. i swear there will be a cat fight when you come back here and dare call this place your home. lunatic bitch! sorry for the vulgar of words. People would know who i'm referring to. yes, she. I know i'm bad but don't you even dare to judge of one side of the story. |