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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, April 1, 2010



you humiliate me and you hurt me both ways. Two days without talking and this is what i get? used to come to me and talk it out till settled but now? two days. you pulled me and it did hurt my right hand. remember my promise? "the last force...." ohh goshh. i was trying to keep myself from falling apart but hell i broke down. i seriously tried to hold it back. what do you want from me? you had prove to me that you'll be fine without me, then what's the use of my presence by your side when everything i do doesn't please you? i gave you the green signal but it's like you took advantage of me. I was never ashamed of what you did, NEVER. but now, i admit i am ashamed due to the incident we had. Don't ever say that i didn't understand you coz i do but do you ever thought of my feelings? has it ever came across your mind? you said you know me but i strongly disagree. you no nothing about me. i don't fell the importance. if you think that you're not you when you're with me, then leave. i rather be with someone who's true to himself then pretending to be someone else. after all this years, now then you're telling me this? why didn't you just ditched me years before? why must it be now? you're not the only one who yearns for love, cares and concern. i've been wanting for your attention for quite sometimes but you don't even realised it. You didn't do a thing when i even told you. no hinting coz its hard for something to go through your thick skull. what did you do that makes you think you've tried your best to improve this Rp of us? When i asked you that question, you kept silent. You didn't say a thing. Maybe i was blind to see what you've done for me OR maybe i don't find any changes. i feel dejected and all thanks to you. i never said i hate you. you were the one that makes my heart beat fast and slow at the same time. don't tell me that all this years are just a waste of time. yes, i may had been ignorant to you but i had never want to stop caring about you. it's useless typing and talking to you coz i find it meaningless. maybe its the end, so be it. you thought me to be independent. "i need your loving hands to pick me up."- the song that you once love. it hurts so much. everything i do reminds me of you. if both are to stubborn then there won't be any game over.


rather be far apart and wanting to be together than being together but wants to be apart. && i love+hate you.


I want to thank my friends for everything. i was touched that you guys eat asap to checked up on me. ily every and single one of you dearly.


- i miss you so much. maybe you're too busy for me. i hope everythings alright for you and do take care. thanks for everything bacen): i longed for you to be by my side now. xoxo