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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, April 15, 2010


Met Gino for the first time since he left. He seriously look better and cute. haha, don't think differently. He looks more matured and I love his tan. We were anxious to meet him and when we did, someone can't stop starring at him... haha.. okay back to my life.


It's true that i smiled and laughed all day long. I was doing great and all. You seriously don't know what you're saying. Take a glance in my eyes, is there really happiness in me? I can't remember what we're fighting for. I felt that I've been the one trying to get us back on track but instead.. haishh. i don't need a trip to the cinema or whatsoever. i just need you. i appreciate what you've done and i thanked you for everything but i don't need all this, i seriously don't. Maybe i was offended with the things that you did NOT do which i expected you to do. I've been missing you terribly and i look so pathetic but i won't deny that I've been feeling neglected. It hurts me to say this but you don't give a damn about it. Try to put yourself in my shoe. I'll love it when one day it really happened but for the meantime, do what ever you desire coz i ain't gonna care not a single bit when you won't even care about me. I'm totally used to it, remember? haishh. Life's a bitch and so as relationship.


It's the class test week and i did f-ckingly bad. I must admit, i did slack big time for this class test 2. i literally did not study anything. Either that or it was a last minute study which pathetically did no good. haishh. I sometimes ask myself, what am i really trying to do? what's my motive of doing such things? I seriously can't help it when it comes to this. I've received my maths test result and i was silent for a second. I was expecting my marks to be better than what I've gotten. a single digit sux and i feel so stupid. I'm trying my best not to ruin my life. I won't blame the things I've been through but i blamed myself. I'm just killing myself without any help from any assassins.


Life's such a bitch now. i can't stop saying/typing that. I hate it. i seriously hate it. I don't want to cry, I'm strong. i know i can handle this and i will handle this even if it means I'll have to stand alone.


It hurts more when you say you understand but actually you don't.