Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, March 29, 2010
![]() I'm in need of someone. How i wish someone would come towards me and give me a hug or something to comfort me. I feel so depressed, disheartened and disappointed. I seriously don't get you. yea, you can call me crazy for that. it's either i don't get you or you're making me not to understand you. A week is bad enough for me and now this? to you, its a lil thing but for me? i trusted you fully and you did this to me. wth man? Not once, not twice. you know the number. i sensed that i'll cry v. v. very soon and you can bet on it. i feel so unworthy. good-for-nothing. all i ask is you to tell me. feel so f-cked up. sigh, sigh, sigh. haishh. i feel so stupid and ignorant. A 20 minutes call but we only took less than ten minutes to talk while the remaining was filled with silence? i should have just hung up but no, i didn't. why? coz i thought you're better than what you are now and i have hopes that you'll say something that will take my breath away but no. nothing happened instead we ended our convo just like that. Snap. wtf. it's true and you're right, i'm not that kind of an understandable person. i'm a horrible daughter, a worst grand daughter, an unfavourable sister, an awful friend and a disastrous girlfriend. I'm like so downhearted and dejected. it has nothing to do with hatred. i've always love you and will continue to. ohh goshh, i've lost my mood. i swear i'll kick the next person who try to make me pissed off. you ought to know who you are. and even if you do, there will no changes. "i know you better darling". where are you? envy. iny right now. Nurrr- Imysm lahh deyy. i need you by my side. i feel so lesb. |