Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, March 5, 2010
Hello. I'm seriously not in a mood but nevertheless, i still want to update my blog. Last paper was today and i can predict that I'll get 0. Nice huh? Hmm. what else? After school, me and gfs went northpoint for window-shopping and stopped by at popular to buy somethings. Met Haqim at around 2+pm and off to my place to chill. He left home an hour later and i took a short nap before going to work but instead, no show. but you can't blame me for having rashes. sheeesh. And i came across this photo shop which need a part-timer and students are welcome. hmm, i seriously need a new job and thought of asking for vacancy there but I'm just too scared. nvm. So, gave work a miss and walk around northpoint with that someone. Everything was fine and it was the best laugh I've ever had until something came up. haishh. change topic. will be working on Saturday which is tomorrow and then Sunday. I'm super hurt. but to think again, it's your life and not mine. two things; you lied and envy. telling the truth might had be the best way instead of me reading them one by one. if you think lying is the best so that i won't get hurt, then fine. have it your way but what am i feeling right now? You have the rights to do what you want to do coz, she have done so many things for you. about me, just ignore. I'll be fine and i promise. Envy. yes, yes, yes but.. haishh. you're not stupid. i'm the stupid one. every step is a risk and the more steps i took, I'm just killing myself without anyone stabbing me. i was out of words and still am. i don't know what to think or do. ]: a small matter? -fall for you but it's best that i pick myself up. |