Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
![]() I'm not even sure of what I'm doing or thinking but if i could just make one wish, i hope that this thing to end for good. It's killing me and i can't stop my eyes from being puffy. I can't help but broke down coz every single thing i do just reminds me of you. Not for the good but for what you did that really broke my heart into million of shattered pieces. Those words keep repeating in my mind and all that yelling just won't go. i tried my best to cure myself but nothing seems to change. A true [someone] will never ever try to do such things. its obvious enough that there's no future for us and that this is the end. i can't take it longer of your ignorance and it sux when people are telling the fact that my [someone] is a jerk and i can't do anything to defend coz I'm just trying to lie to myself whereas i've notice it long before anyone else. i'm stupid, i know. anyone, fix me pls. just make it stop. sleepless night and baggy eyes. So, went studying with friends before 0502 is over. In the end, i didn't even do a question. i mean, i gave up. haha. Instead, talk and chill. anyway, i want to thank all my peeps for comforting me. It was the worst day and the most disastrous of all the disastrous things I've ever experienced. Reached home and online. slept but woke up after a nightmare. forced myself to sleep but i can't so i stayed up. At times like this, [someone] will accompany me but haishh. bath and left for jb early in the morning. thank you for always being there for me and thanks for showing your concern(: I'm touched. haha. i've got thousand of homework and test to revised one. lazy and tired............ prata.. |