Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
![]() ![]() Had Malay dance practice and it was SUPERB, seriously. The dance step was neutral but i find it really fun yet, I'm still disheartened with somethings. i thought i was going to regret but hey, i find it super fantastic. haha. So after CCA, went to have evening going to be dinner with gf; ayu at Mac. Reached home around 1910hours. I spent my $10 out of $46. f-ck, i need to save my money. Haishh. i need $50 by Friday. 3 more days till our 'date/ belated birthday celebration' syg! Speaking of belated birthday, me and Gf received our belated presents from Haziq a.k.a ajeed. haha. Oh thank you so much! haha. Won't be meeting bby tomorrow after school but might be going and spending time with gfs and the mafias for GH or KFC. maybe luhh. next week will be common test and I'm so proud of myself[: I've started my revision without failing since last Sunday. haha. hopefully, my hard work will pay off with satisfying results. i beg for all Aces. haha, like as if that's gonna happen. i want to be the best and I've realised well not just realised, but I've becoming more competitive and that's bad. should stop this nuisance. Others than that, I've been 'harsh' to this particular someone but well, i think you deserve it. i may sound childish and immature but, you really made me pissed off and i hated you ever since, and well, this is what you get in return. I didn't mean it to be this way, but f-cker you're better without any of us especially me. And.. i didn't say that we're okay. Forget about all this emo things, haha. I'm just so down right now and shocked with what someone did. nvm lahh. Mama, i miss you so much but i hate you more than you hate me. and hate=hate. haha. i didn't get to see your face and your ant-like eyes and that jimmy neutron head. haha. text me once you read this okay mama? text me saying: "I, [your name], is a super smelly mama and SHA can smell my stench wherever she is right now." [[: And i need plannings for the upcoming March Holidays. I wanted to have an outing with bby but somewhere which no money should be spent on even on transportation. Pity bby. shall not elaborate about his prob. I need planning with K.K and please no last minute changes or cancellations. and i want a planning with mama. haha. should save my money now, now, now! haha. okay, I'm bored right now and someone is busy studying right now. haishh. and bby is busy working his butt off. i miss boyfriend so much. i miss your warmth hugs bie. i miss your lips on my cheeks right now T-T you act as if there's nothing wrong. you act as if others are at fault except you. you act as if you're the only person who is right? well, let me tell you here, you can jolly well f-ck off b*tch. |