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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, February 18, 2010

Didn't went to school and didn't went anywhere. My grandfather is back home from the hospital and i miss him so much till i dreamt about him. Seriously funny that when i woke up, the first thing i did was that i checked my inbox. Woke up at different timing and i spent the last 4 hours to complete my stupid testimonial and two essay. bby came by right after school end. An hour? i miss you baby. I miss your touch on my cheeks. I miss your hands on my hips. I miss your super sweet hair smell. I miss you complaining your day to me. I miss you hugging me by the back the most. Wait, Wait. I miss everything about you the most, most. Patience. A week to go till our date bie and i'm freaking excited about it. Please make the time tick faster and slower when i'm with him.

I'm hurt and pissed. Wish i could just punch someone and get away with it. haishh.. At time like this, i don't need someone to calm me down. i need someone to bear with me till im okay. I may sound harsh, but all i need is someone to comfort me. neglecting? well,,,,, you won't understand. Typical you and typical me. unoriginality of us but you can't blame when things are so predictable right? Well, some part of the future are no mystery to us. I just want the future to be an unexpected thing and just a surprise like a birthday present for everyday, both good and bad. If there's a ship in my heart, i would prefer the ship to be freeze into ice than the ship being sank like the movie titanic where lunatics running and screaming. I'll wish to freeze so i can feel numb even when i'm dying inside instead of feeling the pain that's killing me. Numb or Pain . Numb or Pain. Numb or Pain. Haishh.

So many things on my mind, so little brain of mine. Just f-ck, screw or whatever lah. Stupid heart. Not green with envy, but i just couldn't care less even if i want to. Stupid heart. i don't know which is wiser? Listen to your heart or your brain. I've been listening to my heart but recently, what i've done, just won't work. I was hoping for something better to make my day but instead i'm just suffering with no one's help. It sux, seriously sux.

I sense there's gonna be a war between me and my sis. lound banging sound on the door and both will be screaming at the top of our lungs. typical bitch. minah wannabee. just f-ck to those people who came up with this minah thingy. How i wish people could just kill a minah when they spot one. I lose hope for everything that i've ever hoped for. Once i let go of it, there's no rope that can tie me back and i mean it forever f-cker.

excuse the vulgar language.



i can see where it's leading us to.