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Monday, January 25, 2010

The simplest hello to all.

So what i can't wait till Wednesday to blog? I'm in need to blog. I miss blogging. cheayy.. so fake. okay, partially. Currently watching 'life Of Ryan season 2'. Ryan sheckler. Hot mehh? err... haha. I've been down lately. Something is on my mind which i don't think everyone knows except me, myself and i. Nevertheless, i'm still living my life to the fullest. Even though, i can't and will not get the things i want to be in it's place, i will still want to be the best and be who i'm truly am. I'll look a failure but i know i'm the winner among all. It hurts but i'm still smiling right?

Okay, so ignore the text above. School was fantastic except for the part that my chem teacher is abit like whatever lahh ehks. Normal Monday blues. Mass Run was as usual. Instead of going straight to class after our run, we had to assemble at the canteen. Love didn't came to school because of some pain. SOLO babe, but i don't really mind it at all. i did missed him. After a pathetic day of school, went to have lunch with Gfs at Syed. i miss talking and laughing with my friends. Reached home around 1600 and my first plan was to study but i can't. i was so damn tired and i can't keep my eyes wide open. Will be having my History and chem test tomorrow and i've not yet study a thing. I've read 1 or 2 slides of my notes but, nothing seems to go through my stubborn head. I've getting tired of Test and all. I'm tired of going home with a pile of homework or chores and i seriously need a break from all this shitt. Even weekends seems to be like every other day. Class test will be starting soon and i'm still slacking. I need help with Poa as i don't even understand a word the teacher said. I'm not trying enough): haishh.

I'm devastated with something which i'm not sure with. These freaking feelings running and spinning in my head without any pauses. Is this really what i want? Is this really what i've yearned for? I wish to be a one-man army but i'm just a stupid girl with hopes and dreams that's been trashed. Life's been hard and suckish. did i mentioned the word 'Confuse' with the CAPITAL 'C' ?. I've been relying on myself and i'm kind of glad and proud as i'm learning to be an independent lady-to-be. I want to make the right choice and i don't wish to regret any bits of it. Maybe, this is what the future have for me. I'll have to be extra carefull with everything i do from now on but can't really resist it. OMGAYYY. what am i saying? emo muchh..



you won't notice, i wish you all the best and i would love to see you succeed.



Mr Random is very random. His wife is Ms Sive and a girlfriend name Sah. haha. and he's one of my closest friend. I miss texting you bucukk