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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, January 17, 2010


Of all the time i chose, this is what i regret. I'm sorry. well, both were sorry. Sometimes, i find its hard being yours. After the long journey we went together, i still don't quite know you deeply. i don't really know what you want for the best of us. For a moment there, i thought i was going to give up of trying. well, i did but suddenly i saw a glance of hope. I knew deep down in me, there's a future for us. This was one of the toughest fight we've gone through. I thought we're going to solved it like a professional does, but my thought was wrong. instead, we acted like foolish kids. You're dumb, you're stupid and you're full of nonsence but still, you're mine. i was stupid, i was being a brat and i knew that the day was getting darker. i knew something was wrong, 'masin mulot aku.' F-ck, i was ashamed for having you. i was embarrased with all the people who saw us. The feelings were horrible. I tried explaining to you but i failed. Im sorry to walked away thrice or more than that. it was insane and i agree that we were acting crazily stupid. but somehow, i like it. i love it when you pull me. i love it when you grabbed my hand to your waist. i'm sorry dear. i'm sorry for everything and you know how much i love you and you know that i won't leave you. i still need you and i know you need me. i'll miss you badly. even now i ca't handle my feelings.


some will know what's going on. Its in two years and i don't wish to think about it now. i don't want to waste my time thinking about it. i'm just happy with the way the current things are. I still want to enjoy. as in spending my time with you, my friends and everything there is in my heart. And besides, i won't be staying there. i'm still staying here... with you. i appreciate the care but please. have faith in me. trust me. i'll be 2 years older and i'm sure i'll be able to handle such things. all i need is you to be supportive for me. i love you so much and you're the only one who makes my heart full. Abdul Haqim Bin Nasirun<3