Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
I've had enough of such behaviour. I've grew tired and all i want is out of this maze. it's ruining my life and my concentration just because of a small and stupid reason. hilarious huh? I won't deny a thing but all i could say is that i'm super disheartened with what you've just did. Its like history is repeating itself back. I still remember it clearly when such similar situation happened. wth? egoistic much. all i ask is [something] and you can't even give me that? you can't prove to me that you want this [thing] to improved and be better? I'm hard and difficult but it doesn't mean i won't give my all to be what you want me to be. Grr.. seriously, i'm super super SUPER mad and disappointed. i think its best that i know your true colours are instead of knowing it later. i won't fall like i used to coz i know i'm strong even though it hurts like f-cking much. you won't give in for us. I feel like i'm not even yours and that i'm not one of your priorities. It hurts to realized by myself. ohh, thank you so muchh. thanks for turning your back against me. That's the best part about you, run as if there's no tomorrow. Be free like a bird.. and i'm getting pissed by the seconds. i just realized that the 'special' someone whom you want him/her to be called 'special', won't turned out to be that person who you wanted him/her to be. i'm so emoooooo now T-T text? calls? nothing. semangatku semakin meleset. |