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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Its 03-01-2010 and the time is 0045am sharp.


Happy New year to All of you. I'm late, i know, just shut up. Went to so countdown at Khatib last Thursday with my friends and my sis. It wasn't to my expectations. Didn't stayed that long coz i was getting tired and almost pissed off with the performances. Haishh. typical people nowadays. So went to have my Supper/Breakfast with friends at A.A. Then some thought of shouting 'Happy New year' but i can't recalled that they did. i can't remember if they did or not. After that went home straight for some reasons. Than, blablabla. Didn't get to wished bby at all coz he was working and by the time he called me back i was fast asleep. i miss you so much.



Friday. Bby had went for camp and i was okay with it.At first, i thought i was going to die, literally but i made myself busy with sleeping and working. good huh? haha. but sadly, the thoughts of him came in a blink and my heart sank when i realized that i miss him like hell much. Working was like shitt. It was dreadful and boring. Not that much customers and my hours had to be cut. Haishh. was looking forward to be busy instead of just lazing around. Jojo bought for me the doraemon rabbit. haha. luckily, out of stock already. pheww.



Saturday. Went for work and all i could say is that it sux like shitt. wtf? was pissed off with some people. i feel like quiting. I wanted to cry out but i know I'm strong and i can handle anything. No more negative me, just the positive me. It was a little thing, so not that much of a fuss. I didn't meant to show my anger towards my M. but haishh. Try to be understanding lahh. waliao. if i didn't have that much patience, i would have blown up. [someone] was getting on my nerves at work too. sabar sha. you can do this. just count 1 till 10 and you'll be all fine(:



I don't know what the future will hold but i wish it would be better than all of the past few days.no anger / disappointments / misery /sadness. just happy and calm will do even if it would last a day.



That crooked smile that i find it cute. Those sparkling eyes that will just shine and glow in the dark. The funny faces you pulled that made me forget about my world. That uncontrollable laugh of yours which is like a disease to others. That girl-like voices that you made when you shrieked or just being sarcastic. The touch of my fingertips flipping your fringe or just gently against your cold and chubby cheeks. That warmth hands around my waist. That hard chest when i laid my head on it. That jelly stomach of yours and especially the love that i felt. The usual sentence you used to answer my calls. That rough and yet sweet voice that always stays in my mind. That soft hair and that doctor body fragrance. I miss all of these and there's more than you could even imagined. i love you so much boyf<3>



i hope i won't regret what i had chose.