Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
![]() Hello A tiring day it was. Stupid books and stupid teachers for not using them-.- My body is aching non-stop and i have eyes like a zombie. I regret for studying till late as i did super bad for history. I didn't get the chance to even explain my strengths of the LON. F-ck. guess I'll be receiving a 'FAIL' on my paper. I spent hours remembering those stuffs. Did i mentioned that we also had our Chemistry small quiz. pathetically, it was an open book/file/notes quiz. After school, spent some time with love before we separated ourselves. I had my Malay dance while he headed home to have his rest before work. I miss him so much. Malay dance was suckish but i had fun i guess. Went Northpoint to buy me a leather jacket! I'm super happy and i got myself a lace leggings. Went to have my dinner at kfc with peeps and stepped in my house at 7+pm. Thank god, for tomorrow's periods, there won't be much to bring. And yes, i got my wish(: Not much work to do today. i thought i have homework but I've done them and the house is neat and tidy, so no duties for me. I think I'll be sleeping earlier today. Maybe around 9.30 or 10pm. I'll be free tomorrow and will be spending time with dearest love. At the same time, tomorrow will be a hectic afternoon as I've got some catch ups to do to get ready for my POA test on the next day. I hate POA. stupid subject. Please don't make me feel that we're falling apart. i don't want to feel the pain or even realized that. green light but it doesn't mean I'm truly sincere about it. I just want you to be happy and understand you. I have to be considerate but please, think logically and balance. I'm not saying that there's a problem between us but, this is what i fear and I'm terrified if such things becomes a reality. I just want this to be the best year among all the rest. Its 'our last year together.' ily dear. Some upcoming events and I'll be working again soon. such a long vacation huh? haha. I've been thinking about my part time working life. I'm torn between two things. T o quit or not to quit. If i quit this year, where should i go to seek for a job? I want to concentrate on my studies but i also want to help my family financially. If i quit this year and work next year, i won't be able to balance. O's. It won't be easy as it looks to find a job while waiting for the O's result. So, should i concentrate on my studies first or find a job next year? I need to support my family too and i have my life to take care of. I'm a girl who can't resist of buying things): Haishh. Some one will be discouraged if i don't post something about [name]. A.K.A Mr Random is studying for his P. Geo and E. History. Mcm phm jerr. banana ice cream? |