Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, January 4, 2010
![]() First day of school(: a fresh start, a fresh new topics and more fresh things, F-R-E-S-H! Surprisingly, our class was located right at the corner of the level four): and bby's is just under mine. Was looking forward to be having next class to each other. ohh well. even for our canteen, our class is located somewhere but i was glad i don't have any difficulties of finding it. So everything was fine. My form teacher for this year would be Ms Ong. She will be teaching us History. Maths will be taught by Mrs Phua and the rest almost the same by last year teachers accept for S.S I think. Something totally different has installed for us. For my M.T class, our class would have to combined with the seniors from Sec 5Ns. i find it rather cool because i've never heard or experienced such things before. Hopefully everything will be alright(: Everything was going great until Mrs Phua reminded us about our Re-test. I find it pathetic for me coz i know i will have to take a several times of re-test to at least obtain 60%. I need to focus more on my maths, m.t, chem and poa more for this year coz i regret for not giving my full attentiveness in class last year. but what can i do? those classes are so boring -.-" okay, okay. i still can't believe i'm a sec 4 student. i know it's not a big deal but i feel that at this age, i'll be having more problems which i kind of looking forward to challenge myself to resolved it in another way than i usually do. so after a tiring day at school, went to buy somethings from the bookshop. luckily i didn't ate during recess or else i don't know where to get the money to buy my books. After school went popular with love to buy my malay tb and wb. there goes my two days school money): haishh but i'm fine with it. Study is important for me now, currently. So after that, we head home and watch a horror film with family and love. Won't be spending much time with love this few days coz, i'm like so busy and i need to study for my stupid re-test. stupid me for not studying and for being so stuborn. i blame myself and not anyone. will be taking my maths, Chem, Physics and Poa re-test. i'm worrying about my maths and POA. what if i have to keep taking re-test for like a million times? Someone ask me, what's my new year resolution. so here it goes. My resolution for this year will be that. hmm.. err.. i will try to achieve what i've aimed especially for my results. i will try to not let things to distract me while i'm giving my full attention in class even for the most boring class. i won't let my emotions be a reason for the absentees of my focus and last but not least, i want to improve the speed of my writting because i hope to take down as many notes as possible. i will also have a schedule for as long as 1 hour min. for self studying before i sleep. Its like what Ms Ong had mentioned in class, "Act as if you are taking a major exam this year." and " its better to be over prepared than unprepared." Such amazing phrase. haha. i was amused as it really made sense and it motivates me to really be serious in studying. i hope i will remember this till idk when but seriously. i want to succeed in my studies and make everyone proud. hope it will go as according to plan and no slacking till i'm really tired or what so ever. haha. okayy. toodles (: and i love my baby boyyyyyyy so muchh . |