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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, December 17, 2009


Currently blogging with bby by my side.

I'm sad, angry and frustrated.

i was blamed for nothing that i did and i was haishh.

Firstly, how i loath getting the blame all thanks to my siblings. i know i should take responsibilities because they're are my only siblings but come on. i have my own life too to balance. for the past three days, you had been coming home with frustration from work and had been putting your anger to all of us. someone wise once told me, "when comes to work, don't bring your family problems with.when you reached home, its time to forget about the hatred at work even if it hurts a lot. " but who's not listening to his own advice? I'm acting like an adult which i don't think i am ready for any of this. I'm trying my best to settle things down and to improve the bond but what is this from your mouth? or better say, from your reaction. you're preasurring me with things and i can't stand it with me alone.

Another thing that really bugs me is the fact that this particular someone thinks i'm a [______]. I got to knew this yesterday. Firstly, what's up with you? i don't even talk to you. i don't even see you and i don't even speak anything about you. Before you state a bloody comment, you could at least approached me and said 'hi' or something like that. If i gave you this MF face, then its up to you to decide. but if you're far apart from me and you happened to saw me somewhere and i maybe was looking at your direction and you think i'm looking at you then there'sno meaning to it. To the friend, you agreed with [ ]? OMGayy. i can't believed i thought you were nice or somehow close with me. you should know better because we were like closer among them. who's the [______] now huh? i'm not trying to make a big fuss about this but damn it. i can't stand it. misunderstanding? my butt ahh. then i'll make it crystal clear for you. i'm approchable and i'm not what you think i am. like most bloggers would say, " don't judge a MF book by its Stupid MF cover". and to the specail someone, i don't find you special in anyway anymore because what you had done was nothing. i mean it literally. thanks a lot. i should have returned your [ ] back to you. in the process of maturity? wtv.

Only love know how i feel like. wanted to confront but haishh. we're not such people. i feel like throwing my tv at the next people who makes me angry. haishh. what have i even done to all ths people? I'm strongly believes in karma and i hope karma gets to you before you could even take a breath. Thanks so much for all the people. you really did digged out my eyes astonishingly. great -.-