Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Hello Ass. I'm devastated. I find myself pathetic as i can't stop blogging every single day! ohh me goshh. haha. Well surprisingly, my day was great. yes! great. I don't regret what had happened to me/ us. should be used this way. okay, enough of this shitty feelings. okay. Morning with Gfs to Malay dance and it was the bomb! but sadly, not much of people turned up -.-" understood. we stopped by at mac before proceeding to sch and this particular person was there! haha. fine. then blablabla. i had 3 huge blisters on my foot! shitty sia! After Malay dance went chong pang with Ayu. sat at mac and talk, talk, talk. i miss talking to her): we talked about many things. we were figuring out what to wear for the ECP and more. Went home, showered got ready for work. On the way to work, received a call. ........ my prepaid low, anything contact my house. ....... shan't elaborate more of this . Work was okay. tired but everything was right where it should be. not much of customers -.-" punched in at 4.30pm and ended up at 10pm. shitt. i want longer hours. okay. I'm ready for Thursday i guess. tomorrow will be shopping for ; shades, bracelet and flip flops(maybe). If you were serious about us, you would have know what to do. if you really want this to keep on track, you would have changed. if you really want me, you should had try to impressed me. i swear i miss you but, i don't want to endure the pain. this might be the last. . this is what you wanted, so at least im full filling your wish. at least one of us are happy with the way we wanted it to be and in this case you wanted to relax and chill about everything. so, just relax and don't need to care about anything coz, i don't want to care about you anymore. it hurts to say this, but its fading. dislike this things that happening to us but this might be the answer to all our problems. its not you, its me. no. its the both of us. good night and goodbye <3
Re-edit. something happened and for the first time, i felt in love again. |