Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Again for a billion times, my heart aches. thanks alot. thats what i needed. NOT! Late, Hurt, Selfish, Ignorance. Feelings that i don't wish to remember or heard from anyone for this amount of time. Blogging? Pfft. you'll read. i don't know where should i expressed my feelings anymore. i maybe like you, but im not you. im happy that i'm not. i can't turned to you for my happiness and it seems like i have to do it my way for me to get what i want. I won't endure the pain anymore to get you to give me my happiness because i wasted my time to depend on you to give me that. and i wasted an infinity for that. im selfish. im stupid. im stuborn. i blame everything on me,myself and i. but even this blames will not make me feel like i should kneel for you. i wont do the same old mistakes. i know im happy w/o you, i should be relying on myself. my life depends on me and not revolving around you. B.B : I MISS SUSHI WITH YOU. |