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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009


Dick shitt
today really piss me off. my fckin eyesight is troubling me. morning something happened which i kept really it low. i regret going to school just now. should'nt had went when i was given a chance to. dich shitt btol. wqas supposed to have malay dance just now but was cancelled, i don't mind that. my head is hurting me and i blame the weather. dearest was testing my patience and i closed one eye but when i get home and no one at home, i felt so angry to the max. and it made me more angry at bby because i felt neglected by bby coz he had to leave for work. but,i understand. atleast he walked me home. while waiting for my family to get home, i read the book called 'broken'. its a nice book and you'll fall inlove with it. its about a tragic story of child abuse and i can't believe such things exist in this world. ayu won't be going to school for 5 days and i'm like really missing her. ______ and _______ was pissing me off but i ignored. i don't belong to such --------ps. i felt like i was alone without anyone to fight with in a battlefield. _______ was treating me like a second ------. who cares and she asked me why i'm like so ------ this days. well, it true, i have nothing to say or i do talk but not with the right people. well, most people kept asking me why but nevertheless, i'll always be infront of their sight. i'm keeping my expressions low anbd i feel terribly with the way i act towards dearest. nehh mind. i'll have all the time i need with him next week. i can wait. till then, this routine will have to continue.


i don't give a fucking damn of how you guys treated me coz, i was able to move on with my life w/o you guys. what? i don't mind when you guys walk off first because i know i'd done that before and it didnt bother me much coz, its worth it. i feel like a 'replacement' everytime with anyone.