Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Am super angry / disappointed / unsatisfied / furiously boiling till the max with this particular person. I HATE IT WHEN YOU KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOURSELF AND NOT OTHERS! dick shitt ! was hoping to be super happy but mood swings and addition to my rage is that i'm like superly tired. keep dragging myself to work and finishing up my homework. currently using the comp not to blog but to do my S.S. Set high hopes for him to accompany me while i do my research but ended up he turned in first. i was like wth. neh mind. was used to it and i don't like it aloooooott. but, nehh mind also because he just quited his jobs and so, i tried to cheered him up and i myself not sure if i achieved it or not. I feel so useless talking to you. i don't think those long conversation even means to you. you were so convincing but there's nothing to it. sacrifices? when was the last time you ever asked about me? i guess a billion and gillion years ago. omg. i'm like so super angry right now. feel like exploding and yeah, thanks alot. after all this years, you actually never did know me well. you don't even know when im angry. i've been trying to hide my anger from you and wait till you asked me why but that never really did. the only thing i heard from you is that you want me to accompany you talk. hey! i did but talking to someone that really aches my heart, is really not working for me. i rather shut my effing mouth then entertaining you. i tried to be the best that i can. i tried to be supportive, i tried being patience to you, i barely even care about myself and this is what i get. shitt. you're driving me insane. i'm starting to have those negative feelings again. goshh. i feel notious. i'm sorry but i'm just so, so so disappointed wih you. i thought you were more than what you are but my guess was wrong. urghh!! better get back to s.s research. 2 more days to school re-open. hate schools and boring teachers. |