Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, May 2, 2009
woi! i'm like so bored. celebrated wahidah's belated and atiqah's advance birthday party. will upload some of the pictures in the next post. okay, i'm like so ready blog. haha. i miss blogging so much and i miss bby so much! haiyoo. will be doing my revision later and the first subject to revise is stupid social studies followed by boring history. the two most dull subjects. i wanted to go out but due to laziness, i decided not to. haha. exams are comming and yet im still slacking around and watching tv all day long. i want my boyfriend right now. missing him so much. bby, i miss you like hell. i've been tortured by my lil sis. she's chasing me around the house since yesterday. haha. i miss my family. eventhough i'm with them in the evening and in the morning, i don't feel the warmth like i used to feel in the past. everyone is growing and we're not as close as we were used to be. each one is doing our own thing and we barely start a conversation that goes for hours and hours like we used to. i miss my family(except for that bitch. seriously). i enjoyed those times. somehow, i miss being in the past. everything i crave for is the past but we're moving forward and not backward, so we'll just have to accept it. i'm trying to get eveyone in this family to be like the last time except for that bitch. im still hating her and forever i will. when she's not around, i feel peace but with her, she's just a crowd. bitch talking, i know. haha. i think my cat feels neglected by me. love can make us do crazy things. but for her case, she's just plain crazy.. |