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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, May 29, 2009


olah!
okay. i just get back from JK Family Night 09 which was organised by Mac. was an hour late. did'nt wanted to attend at first because my body was aching but ended up going anyway coz some people kept pestering me to go. haha. but it was worth it. the the family night was fabulous
woke up around 9am just now. my PTC was around 1045-1145 but ended up i arrived quiet late. Mum accompanied me and she was so sweet. this year PTC was a joy for me even though gf had left and so as haqim. what pulls me down is my maths result and of coz homeworks. only have 2 maths worksheet, 1 physics worksheet and history research. i don't even understand about the history research. waliao. had done one of the maths worksheet and will continue the other one tomorrow. i planned to finish all my homework before the second week of june. haha.
after the PTC, went with mum around the market near my school. after that went chong pang to but shawl.
otw home, me and mum saw haqim under my blk. he was waiting for me so we went up and i changed to my home clothes and went out. talk a while and "kecian bby pnt. haishh.." well, i'll be going to JB tomorrow morning and also will be working in the evening. haiyoo.
i need someone with patience not a beast. i need someone who could hear and talk, not someone who throw. you keep changing of what you speak, how am i going to understand you? to stay by your side or should i leave you without a word? i know i won't feel the same way if this thing of ours end, but it just hurts me more to be with someone who's totally opposite of my expectation. im like so pissed off and i feel so stupid. i won't deny it and please don't stop me from saying that i'm stupid, coz i know myself that imma stupid girl that's worthless and useless. keep falling down on my knees everytime you speak; both positive and negative. surprise me. i need the change. i know you'll read this one day. can you grant me my wish? i loathe the way i feel right now. i maybe fine at times but the pain will still not be cured. i want my bby back.