Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Exits Tumblr? Ashvini Ayu Aisyah Ellina Irza Lisa NurinQistina Syakirah Yaya Zulaiha	Sunday, February 15, 2009 i don't know what to type but i just feel like typing. hmm. the past few days had been like a roller coaster. my emotions are all running here and there, which makes my heart hard to catch any emotions and i could say or show is a frown on my face. i try to keep all the bad things a side but it would mean that i'm just lying to myself. you should know that i'm not like any girls you had dated with.I'm not like them not even a tiny little bit. i don't talk like them and i don't even act like them. you can say im hard because i know i am. but if you can't handle me, what makes you think you can handle this relationship? if you can't keep a simple promise, what makes you think i will really be sure to trust you in the future or even trust you when you say you love me? boy, its hard for me to regain my trust. you've promised and you broke it, not one or twice but thrice. not surprise actually but that's not how i'm used to it boy. you said yourself promised it and you broke it. goshh, is it really that hard? its funny how you can easily apologies and promised but repeat it and broke it. you asked me the dumbess questions and yet i find you cute. hahaa? bby, i was kind of hurt and yes, its killing me if you keep doing the same thing. i know you can handle such small matter. the matter is so small and it's not even 'addictive'. boy, there's still a long way to go