Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Hey you guys! you know what? I'm lovin school because of my classmates. ohh goshh, they are all so funny. i feel like a mad person shouting here and there. Subjects were fine but i still can't get POA in my head. i find it abit difficult. will be having POA and MATHS test tomorrow. And meeting him tomorrow too. and you guys, i broke up with Abdul Haqim Bin -------. Once was enough, twice was hopeful and thrice is such a waste. i never knew you turned out to be the human you are right now. our relationship is between the two of us. the love we shared was between us. but the feelings was all about yours. what about mine? you never ask me why anymore. you never asked how my feeling was when you did such things. you left without saying a word and you just ignored me. when you heard my voice, you hung up on me and just walk off. i felt so hurt and i couldnt do anything to make you understand me because i gave up. The only thing i do now is to just aboid seeing you. i don't ever want to see you or hear your name anywhere. i never fake a smile anymore because i know that i deserve someone better than you and that i know i'll have my the right guy soon. i thought after the 'long break communication' we could be better as a couple but its much more worst and for the first time i had this feeling with you which was regret. i regret for giving you a chance which you don't even treasured and appreciate it. you treat me like trash, you never didi understand me. whatever happened to " I will try everything to make you happy." ? you never tried to improve our relationship nor did you tried to be show any love to me. a kiss does'nt meant anything. i know i deserve much better guy and that i know that i will get someone better than you . this is like the second time im typing it. haha. but seriously, i was really hurt by the way you walk off on me and the way you hung up all of my calls. it was always about you. my love for you was washed away by the tears my heart shed. ohh goshh, how i wish i could go back in time to either change you or just never did accept your patch up. i admit, it was never always your fault but i know how to admit my mistakes and not like you. i never did understand you either and im sorry for not being the girl you had ever wished to be with but im not that girl that you want. i want to love the old you who i fell for and not the new you. i wish to type eveything about how i felt for you right now but i find it a waste. i just don't want to think about you nor do i want to have any relationship between you. you once said that you treated me like your best friend but even friends, don't treat friends like rubbish. take care lahh friend. ohkay people, please don't think that im a heart breaker or im just playing with a guy heart coz im not. im not a bi-a-t-c-h okay. you don't know the whole story so shut up arsehole. Nur Quraisha_Abdul Haqim ~ 130709-170109. I DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER OKAY. I KEEP THAT IN MY MIND(: okay, people will be asking about a guy name Khairul. hmm, i don't think its the right time to tell because i know that there's some human out there will be saying those bad stuff or just can't stop gossiping with one another so, know it and stop it. how i hate those species. bacen, i miss you. can't wait to meet you(: gf and bestties, ilysm. 3na, each one of you are important. haha. make me laugh okay? lisa, miss you and happy belated birthday(: that's all folks. will be updating soon. |