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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Am studying my butt off for exams. currently attaching my face with my geography textbook, my weakest subject of all. will be having geography and DnT tomorrow, both my weak subjects. just had our maths paper just now. Maths paper 1 was quiet okay but paper 2, i was depressed): i did not manage to finish the paper with ease. i did not had a chance to even answer the questions which uses the graph paper. i have a strong feelings that, my chance of passing would fail. Ohh goshh, i can't seem to get my head really into studies. well, 2 more days of exams and it's over. i think i'm going to be sick again. i'm coughing and feeling cold. the house is like a zoo. hahaa, it's so noisy. loud, loud, loud. there's a reason for being home quickly today and it's a bad one. i find myself lazy to go home late since we ended paper fast. to say or not to say, all of you will still be the same. those words you said, they don't meant anything even for the person who i shared the most. i'm better to keep things better to myself. I'm hoping to pass my english for all the 3 things; situational, composition and also the paper. when one problem ended, another problem came to replaced. i hate schooling now and i don't know why. it's not because of the studies but i just don't know why. i find things starting to go back to the way it was before. maybe not everything in this world can change and for us to really trust their words of used. i thought things would be better now but it ended up being just the way i hate. even when i shared, nothing really happened. yea, they said but there's no meaning for everything of it. sometimes, those actions they took, i kept it in my mind and kept silent for my heart to stay calmed and to just act normally. i know that i used to have moodswings but i find myself not to have any moodswings without a reason because i know that every moody situations have its reasons and sometimes, if you don't want to lose something, its better off not to say a thing. i don't know why, a group of people would say things which they don't really meant. have none of you ever see how i really react after those steps you guys took altogether? i don't want to think much and i don't want to make anymore fuss because i know nothing will change. no blogger readers would read my posts so, i find this blog of mine is like a diary of my own. i find myself out of the news. yea, noone tells me anything now. i feel i don't deserved to have anybody by my side because i don't feel anyone is by myside.

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