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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008


I'm going through many things in life. I've been stressing out with heartache of family, friends and the love of my life and the education-ishh. The end of year are just around the corner. Tomake me panic is to say that EXAMS START NEXT WEEK SHA!! The love i gave him, i did'nt get any sight of appreciation. Thanks so much for the pain that i'm bearing. Friends, it's just too long and complicated to explain but they achieved to brighten my days without knowing the hurt i'm holding from the problems i'm facing. The people who i always meet each day in the house, really made me feel hatred of home. I'm beginning to hate going home more and more often and i would like to dedicate this 'happy feeling' to this one special species which i will not be mentioning its name. Thanks so much slug for everything and the trouble i get into. I adore your faking-ness. Should take down some tips from your stupid tricks from you, SLUG! i don't care who you are but with this kind of attitude, aku tak sukerr lahh oii!

i used to be strong, but somehow i became weak and i start to crawl. I tried to do the things that will make me feel good but i did'nt get the result that i crave. Sometimes, with the problems i'm holding strongly inside my heart so that noone will know, i wished that i was not introduced to this world. without me in this world, no pain or suffers will i get. i'm trying to be strong and fly but somehow, things gets in my way and i feel as if the earth is pulling me. i want to be the girl who i used to be and i want to be true to myself but i can't seem to struggle my way back. why must the feelings come at this time of moment? can't it wait till the exams over? Ignore the smallest mistake and you will get used to it. Once you get used to it, it will be a huge mistake, then you will realised. i look all around me and its just feel so empty. i'm scared of people thinking of me about my problems. i know i'm not perfect. nobody is even close to perfect. how i wish to have a perfect life even without large amount of money. i just want to be happy all the time. the feeling of sad, suffer, pain, hurt etc really haishh. people know what the feeling is. well, for me, i really want to avoid that kind of emotions but the more i'm trying myself to be cheerful, the more hurting i get. No matter what i tried, i still get the same feelings.