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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, September 21, 2008

currently chatting with haziq and msn friend
i'm confused. i really do. it's really hard for me to break it up to you. my feelings is like running around and there's nothing i felt. when i said its over, i really meant it but somehow i suddenly felt down to my knees and called you back. what do i exactly want? what's my need? i myself don't know and don't understand what i'm saying. why do i feel so empty inside my heart? i just don't know. i feel so pitty for you but i want to speak the truth. i want to tell you something but i'm just so scared to let it out. i'm not being myself lately and i can't hold it nomore.i need to say something but i will ended up saying the wrong things. i'm so confused. my head is spinning in such a way that makes me want to shout out loud and just burst into tears. i just want to stomp hardly on my feet and throw things to pieces. i feel so confused, so foolish and so angry with myself for being like a childish brat. everytime i think of you, i feel so confused. why aren't you there to chher me up? i was looking forward for you to help me out and make me the girl who i'm used to be but i did'nt get anything from you. not even ONE simple text! i need to know what's bugging you. why you changed to be this way? you did'nt seem to care. you better of think about yourself and where's the sacrifice? i sacrifice most of my time for you and you love to sacrifice everyone time on yourself? yea, i really don't care what people think about me towards you. they want to say tht i don't care about you? yea, right! now, i'm not even caring a little bit about you, so you can tkae you time sleeping, slacking or do whatever you want coz' i'm tired of thinking about you and feeling so useless/guilty. what am i saying? why are you blamming me? never thought of what's your wrong? you should ask yourself before you blame everything on me. you know how i'm like and you should know what i expect from you but i don't think you knew it all. i'm just so confused for you. i'm starting to think that you don't even care about us no more. work hard to get it but once you get it you slack so hard. it's not going to be the same. i mean it....