Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
Did'nt attended school today and so as tomorrow. i'm just not feeling that well. Seems like i'm not as healthy as i was last year. i kept getting migrant frequently , headaches and boify kept saying my body's heat is not like it should be. it always change. Nahh.. Did not attended school same as boify. girlfriends and guyfriends; i'm sorry but i can;t make it for the cycling tomorrrow that we had planned since few weeks ago. i was looking forward for it, but family problems appeared. i really want to go but i can't. im terribly sorry. I know it's hard for you, but you're not helpinf yourself. You have to work to get what you want. She's still so young. She's a primary 2 girl. you can't just let her go from Kallang to Littel India on her own in the morning! Have you read the news? If it was'nt in the news, you should know yourself how dangerous things like this to happen. What if she's been kidnapped? Will you then start crying , begging and start looking for her?! You find yourself a new man but you hyave not left the current guy you are still with even if that guy is far away. you're teaching us to be just as bad as you. i know people will say we have our own brain and we can make our own choice but... haishh. i don't think by blogging or even talking to you right in the eye you will change or understand me. i know i've stand up for myself for the past years and had been sacrificed by your mean torture but it's not my fault to say and make you realise what's right and wrong from you. i know i'm so so younger than you but still, be a role model to us. You've been with that new guy and you had been neglecting yoiur own duties to us and to god. sometimes, i ask myself; to say or not to say to you. you want us to treat you as a friend, fine. i'm okay with it and i feel much better when you say such things like that but there were'nt no friendship at all. there were no seed for the soil to grow any flower. you are part of my life and you treat me like this. don't care about me as i have somebody else who love me more than you do but pitty the youngest girl in the family! she's just 8 years old. she may look big but she's not even older. She don't attend school and always by herself. you always say that you are teaching her to be independent but wtf! she's so young. you can teach her to be independent like your mother teached me. the older i get, the more independent i can be but bit, by bit not just 100% all by myself! she's just a girl. did you know that you had been making your own family embarrased by the way you acted? You say my attitude sux. yes, i do agree with that as i know myself i'm the 'brat' in the family but you're just 325652305623056235578x times worst than me. even when im tell my friends problem abhout you, i feel so ashamed to have you. for the sake of you own family or just your youngest daughter please, change to be a role model! i pitty her. |