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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, August 18, 2008

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well, life seems abit tougher now. School was'nt much of the problems. i barely have any problems in school. Bestiies and Boify are all okay. Common test will be over tomorrow with a lit test. gonna fail lit. i don't understand anything about mathilda. would'nt it be easier if we are test with our drama skills? it's so muchh better and that marks will be our common test. this year lit is again written paper. i want drama. Why must it be written paper and why must it be mathilda and other things?
Why is it different? why must it be different? we're becoming like strangers who live in a same house. i don't feel any togerther-ness no more. where had the hapy moments went? has the time passed faster? i can't believe that you're going to leave us. were we really that heavy problems for you? don't you love us no more? don't care about me, but what about the younger girls in the house? i can't always be nagging at them like an asshole mom. she can't even take care of A young girl, what makes you think she could take care five kids;3 teenagers and 2 kids thats almost to be teens soon? Allowance is settled. He could give us every month but what about the bills? what about the house? what about the groceries? if things get worst, i swear i will have to get a job to earn money for the family. i'm sorry for what i've done. everytime, i tried to appologise, it will surely turn uglier. yea, i agree that you had known me since the day i live but still, you don't know what i feel. i get really upset when you say things that makes us very low. you said such things that makes me regret to live. you said things that makes me feel that the people in that house are all loosers. when i say things which i can't bear to hear it nomore, you will say how rude i was. yea, i know i'm rude but i was trying my best not to let my family name get worst. you're part of the family and you say things like this? how could you? ohh my. i'm done with this. i just don't want to be stress out and get myself having migrant no more. i want to be healthy and i want to be strong. like boif told me, he do not want me to see me weak and give up all my responsibilities. i know i can work things out.
Ohh shucks! Boify cut his hair. it was not what i expected but he like it so, yea what the heck but dear, i miss your old hair and your irritating fringe. hehee. Puase is coming and i can't wait. planned with boify that we both are going to be serious about puaser this year. will not be spending so much time like we usually do. after school, will be going straight home and not going outside unless breaking fast with friends or him. hehee. Planned to go to penin with friends but, don't know lahh if everyone can make it. 2NA BUDAK MELAYU, COME ON! LET'S HAVE FUN TOGETHER BEFORE THE PUASA!! i might buy a thing but i can't make my choice. i can only buy one thing but i don't know what to buy. not going to bring so many money. i don't feel the precious bonding that 1na (2007) had nomore. 2na this year is full of different students from 1nb or 1nc but guys! its 2na and the year is nomore 2007 its 2008! come on! lets the spirit between us continue and our new bonding be better. even one event, some are failing. i don't blame you guys but, i'm just saying that i miss the bonding not just the malays but every one of us. bleahhh. i'm just nobody to blog about this.
'NA ROCKS' does that bring any memories? haishh. will be going malay dance tomorrow. will be having an extra tiring day but yea me and ayu. boyfriends will walk us home. Boify will not be attending school on Thursday and Friday and on 27 & 28 as he got camp for ncc. bacen ahh. few days without him. i can go through it. Ayu Pantat.. Ayu pantat.. Ayu! Kao pantat ahh.. Rahziah dah lahh aleng. Shamira? hmmphh! itu pompan dah anggok and nani, gerenti sotong. hahaa. jkjk girls.
i love you all from sha bacen<3