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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, July 24, 2008

i never pictured the day to turn out like this. Morning started okay but felt abit annoyed by 'her'. Till when will i stop this feeling? sometimes, i feel so wrong but i just can't accept some parts of her. Truly, i love her as my bestfriend but then at times, i feel very fed up and wanted so much to shout out and confess at her face about my feelings but that will make me feel sooooooo WRONG. what kind of human being am i? I'm trying my best to accept the new you wheather i like you or not. It's a way of life. Back to Story. After recess, it was my one of my favourite Subject and it's Art. I enjoy Art but am not good in it=( Then DnT.. DnT was so warm. hahaa. The Four of us(Shamira, Me, Fazil and Gino) sat together at a rectangle table with long bench. hahaa. we squeezed ourselves but somehow, it was not squeezy at all. After Dnt had ended it was Assembly. We had an assembly about Smoking. I enjoyed the Skit because it was hillarious. After school things changed. From being Happy, it turned to be sad, anger and disappoinment. it was not me having those feelings but i can feel how you felt. 'Jangan lah buang-buang bende. tak bagus. kalau nk lepas kn gerammakan chocolate jerr'. Seeing you cried hardly for him really made me feel hurt to see my bestfriend crying. it was not any ordianry tears that you shed. ohh my. Don't think so much about him okay;) nnt nangisT___________T. Me and Haqim accompanied Ayu went home. don't want to see her go else where. hahaa. After reaching to her destination(under ayu's blk) me and Haqim went to my blk. he waited me under my bll while i had a shower and get ready to smell nice:) 'bie, i bau lgk wangi dari u. u kn bacen. hehee' thought of going to the northpoint to print Pictures but then i totally forgot that there's no more Kodak place in Northpoint. After being paisey, Me and Haqim went to 159 and studied. he did a quick re-cap about his science and i studied abit Social Studies. then i glanced to see what time it was and its almost to 5pm. ahh!! only few minutes left to spend time with him as he have to be home at 5.30pm. Sat with him at this Blk which i forget what blk it was. The time was 5.30pm so he told me that he wanted to spent more time with me and will sent me at 6pm but i insist we start leaving as it was dark and it was going to rain. Before going hom, i told him that i wanted to by doughnuts for him as he did not ate that much for the past few days.' i halal kn. ikhlas lah syg:)' On the way to the Bakery, saw this couple ah, they were smooching away. hahaa. really. i laughed all the way to the bakery with Haqim. i don't mind if they were smooching but then tk kan korang tk nk privary kn? what to say. thier way of style of Relationship are different from me and Haqim's Realtionship. After buying the doughnuts, he sent me home but then on the way home, rain starts pouring over us. ohh my god.
Haqim: Bie, Tarek tangan i.
Me:Buat per?
Haqim:Tarek Jekk.
i pull his hand and he told me not to loose the grip and he ran and pull me too. under my blk, we were soaking wet. i went up and went down again to give him plastics for his books. after giving him 2 plastics, i gave him a kiss on the cheek and he ran home using the 161 and to the bridge. Saw him running and was wide open.'cepatnyerr lari' Arrived home and luckily there's Ain to accompany me but sadly she went for her religious class and i was alone. currently waiting for family to come back from Visiting my grandfather at TTSH. It had been three days that i had not visited him in his ward. i hope he's fine. okay this is for today post and will update as soon as possible.


-BACEN