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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, July 25, 2008

Currently in the computer lab 3 with Fairus, Shamira and Rahziah. Not really in a good mood but i'll try and cheer up. so disappointed with Haqim. It was just yesterday that we had just had a great time spending with each other and everything turn bad. It was always like this. Is our relationship being cursed?! wtf! everythime we laughed together, we happy2 together, the next day will be bad and full of sadness and making me shedding tears. why must this relationship turn out like this? i feel like i'm full of bad luck. i want to spend times happily with him. i want to be seen holding hands with him everytime and hugging him non-stop but those wish won't be granted. i feel so down right now. it's like the love we shared are on its way to just be memories. don't you love me like the way you used to love me like the past. i recently realised that, this is the year that we have had so many disagreements between us. i know i had said that what kind of relationship will it be if there is no problem between us but then the problems that we had are too much for me. i could no longer hold it in my heart. i come to realised that it's not you who makes it hard but it was me who don't think before putting all the blame on you. i did not think of what your heart feels. i'm sorry but you know what kind of person i am. if you really love me, you should know what i like and not, after the problems we settled and the promises that we agreed on with our 'pinky finger'. I'm too much for you. my existence in your heart are just a heavy problems for you. I'm just a disgrace to you. Being your girldfriend is easy for me but i can see that you as my boyfriend has the hardest thing to earn for.
Baby i love you so much but somehow, my heart feels that the love you gave is not enough. where had the love go? i miss you