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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, March 31, 2008

this post is for Haqim. bacen. heheee..

after all the ups and downs we've gone trough together for almost 7 months.
now then you know that i love you ? i can't believe my ears. others then that is about you liking another girl. wow. 2 girl horrr. i don't understand you. for a minute you said that you like like them. then another minute you said you like them as friend. what are you trying to say? i don't understand what kind of like do you intend to describe about your feelings for them. haishh. i apreciate you telling me the truth and i like your truthful act but it does hurt me hearing you said that. do you think im singing ILOVEYOU to you for the past months ? i mean it when i said that i love you. you pulled me to cheered me. i was impressed abit. but then, i still was disappointed at you. we talked and tried to settled. i kept saying i want us to be just friends. i do agree about that as i'm scared to get hurt. i've told you in the past that i will only break up with you if i found out you like another girl. you confessed to me that you like another 2 girl but still you are making me confuse. do you like them as friend or falling for them? i'm really confuse. you pulled me and tried not to let me go. but sorry, you are not strong enough. i don't want to regret my decisions. if i leave you i do not wish to miss you as i know its hard for me to go on without you by my side. if we continue, i'm scared if u hurt me. you made me promised to forget about him. i did and all because of you. i love you and thats what made me forget about him. but then you fall for this 2 girls. what so great about them? because of their looks? they are secondary ones. i don't know why you like them. when you said you love me, i don't know if i want to trust your words or not. i hate myself for loving you. i shed tears for you syg and i don't know why. i admit i still love you but how am i going to let this feelings of hatred to you go away? i hate you for making me love you oii!! haishh. i've made my decision. i will regain my trust for you but please promise me you won't drop my water face. i can't bear seeing you crying for me or hearing your voice begging for me not to leave you. i'm sorry. i know i can be strong but then i don't want to waste all the time we spent together. iloveyousomuch BOIFY<3