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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Had a day which really made me depressed like those other days. haishh. school was okae. at first it was ohh so okae.. not till after P.E. saw Qim went to the hockey field and he tegur me larhhs. alahh.. he tegur me coz later recess can't see him. then that PERSON seem to be like watever sakk.. then from then on that pariticular PERSON didnt even spoke a word to me. its cool with me. coz that PERSON always do the same thing. why do you always be like this to me? why can't the others? why must it be me? you act normally when anther friend meet u with her guy but why can't i? he's not the first guy you did like this. haishh. i don't understand you.

Maths was kinda interesting. Yea! no 'weekend fun'. hahas. the school bell rang and its recess.. my favourite subject. hahas. talked bit to Haqim younger sis, Ina. ur nice larhhs seyy!! then it was english. did some comprehension and i found myself in the LALALAND. haha. looked outside. saw Qim. semangat blajar then saw you. haishh. then the lesson continued withh V.E. we watched CHARLIE?? AND THE CHOC. FACTORY. didnt concentrate on that muchh coz was thinking about sumting. then continue. blahhblahhblahh.. Saw Qim outside the class waiting for me after school. walked with him larhhs. the rest was helping Ms Chee.
that PERSON like wat. sikit2 marahh.. fed up sakk. just ignored tat PERSON. so? we didnt even talked for almost half of the day. then after school that PERSON say bye to everyone but no me. so?? seriously larhhs babe. i dun understand u. i dun even know what to say. was like fcuk up bout that.
then its all okae. thn me, ayu, Ruz, zatie, mira, din, man and Qim went to te usual blk. not that long larhhs. then me, Qim and Man went northpoint. just look2.. Then me and Qim were like laughing and start bit of our merepek-ness.

all was okae. till i ask him some qtn. so stupid to ask? 50% stupid and 50% not. i wanted to know what do u fell bout ********************... haishh. its not even real. i don't even know what i did wrong or said something wrong. was the qtn hurt u? haishh. i asked u with patience. i took a deep breath and ask you. avoid showing my temper but u made it worst. i went to the other side and when i came back u were gone! fcuk sial!! i then just walked off and try to relax bout it. called ayu. tnx fer the cheer up babe;) then i sit alone larhhs at this blk. i just wanted to be alone. its hurting me so muchh. yyou were'nt like this. you change. i was hoping for you to come but i was wrong. you were'nt like this. u really made me gutted. i can't stand it. tears started to rolled down my cheeks and i can't stop it. u really did made me like wat. you almost made me let go of your grip. haishh.. then luckily there's ayu to the rescue.. cheyy, cheyy,,..
Met up with shahia, sabrina and mira. cheyy.. sumerr dh cntek2 ehks. went back arnd 6.50pm almost to 7pm. didnt went to 'ngaji' so tired and no mood mahh. i went to the sho to buy some bread then while walking sms Qim. alamakk!! lakii tuu really make me exploded sial!! mataer ke tk mataer!! haiishh.. then last2 he said sorry and well, i was still wondering why he was stilla ngry at me. haishh.. tomorrow is friday. haishh..