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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Didnt post yesterday. well, yesterday was okae and tiring.
hehe. i went to try out for floorball. well, i was damn tired for starters.. hehe. only 3 girls came: me, nani and fadilah. the coach was okae. hehe.. tiring but fun. haha! went and meet nani under my blk at 1pm. then we set off and met dilah at arnd 2+pm. the coach came arnd almost 3pm. then we finished almost to 5pm. i told ayu tat i me and nani wanna meet her at 4.20pm coz the fb supposed to stop at 3.30pm. sorry ayu.. but then!! today we gonna meet!! yeay!! were going to the movies. haha.. but then wen i think about my mother or siblings my happiness for all of this were gone. ibu i cant believe u said such words! how could you?! they were the one who brought you up! they were the one who brought ur children up! not only me but also them! you let grandma look after me while abg and ain with you. then wen idah came you look after her and the other fuckin two while im with grandma n grandpa. stupid abg says grandpa and grandma not fair?! wtf ur talking u shitt! but then the more hurtful thing is when ibu answer it. how could u?! gez wat?! i dont even want to stay with you! with grandparents or not! never will i! a mother says such things to her own mother and want to repay and take it all to her daughter! u listen to the rest of ur children but not me? not the odd one?! who's the odd? ME!! the birthmarks, the hospital, the always head ache im having, the person who always be by my side, grandma and grandpa. i cried every morning around 3am thinking all bout this. just a sentence from ur smoking mouth and it relly hurt me and makes my tear drop. you not only hurt me but you hurt ur mother and father! i really wish when i grow up i don't be like you even a bit! people can say me and the younger looks of you like twins and our attitude is the same but im changing! im so disapoitned! haishhh..