Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, October 22, 2007
Hari Raya!! weEEEE... everything so far okae.. stayying out of trouble.. hmm.. Today want to raya with friends.. but its not fair! this year, i can only raya with my friends once only.. what shitt! but! he cant go. he's not feeling well.. who told him to raya till nite.. what larhh.. spoil.. myb next year is the rite year to celebrate hari raya wit him.. hmm.. haishh... but still all my friends are going excet for NaNi!! aperr larhh nani.. hmm... got my results.. so far i think i pass.. but i did not do greatly for all of them... haishh,, only failed maths n lit.. hmm... didnt came to school last fridae.. so i was damn bored.. thn on the next day, i've an open house.. cool.. he came with his friends.. ayu, zati n her little neighbour came.. hehehe.. thn yesterdae.. fiqah, dayang, raziff, amin, raf, ziela n two other friends came. shocking! im sorry ____. but i cant accept ur patchup. not right now. i kno0w when i told u that everyone deserves a chance. i gave u tat chance. yes we were happy. but that happinese is only for how many day. ____, if u still hav feelings for me, then why the teasing and insulting continues? is this your way to treat a gir heart? i dont think so.i know u tried to change for me. but ur not trying that hard.. its not that i want to hurt your feelings. almost like everyone says im stupid to accept u in the first place. but i ignored what they say because i hav high hope for u to change.. but u let me down. haishh.. the seconds had gone n so as the days. we stil have to make it tru the future to live. life stil continue wther or not im by ur side or not. the memories we had is kept in my heart even if its a short kind of memory.. |