Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007
just a dream woke up early.. hahax.. usually woke up at 12 like tat.. coz i alwaes stay up late till 12, 1, 2 or 3am.. hahax.. bt 2dae i woke up at 10am.. view miie blog.. hahax.. thakkiiess ayu for helping me do the links.. hahax.. hmmm.. hahax.. didnt post yesterday.. hahax.. i told ayu my dream yesterday.. it goes like this... i broke up wit already.. then got this mysterious guy.. i was starring at this window glass at mac and tears rolled down my cheeks.. well, i just broke up wit boi.. then this mysterious guy wiped my tears.. then got this time me and that mysterious guy was sitting outside mac. then ruz came there.. he ask me about ayu.. and i told him that ayu got detention.. then wait. ruz then say miie n that mysterious guy so happy together n boi wit this lisa(not her real name) were happy too.. just as we say boi n her new girlfriend were happy, there were quarelling between boi n lisa.. quarelling, crying n shouting.. i went up to them wit ruz n tat mysterious guy.. ask them wat had happened.. then, lisa showed me this pregnant thingy tats look like a termometer.. it shows tat she's pregnant.. i was like so shock! i started to scold boi.. what he had done with lisa.. not only i scold him bt i also scold lisa.. not tat im jelez, bt its like so weird.. i ask lisa y did u do this for boi.. she said she do anything for boi as she really luv him.. then i ask boi,, what do u do to show lisa, that he luv her. then he sae he give him kisses n hugs.. then ayu came,, n ruz sats" arhh.. tu aku nyerr syg dah dtng" hahax.. kute rite.. hahax.. kaes,, bacck to the story.. then, lisa was scared to go home and tell her parents bout it.. so me, ayu, ruz n tat mysterious guy n not 4gt lisa went to her house.. n then me and ayu told lisa's mother tat she'ss pregnantt.. her mother was like so angry! pulled lisa's hair slapped her! violence sia!! then me and ayu tried to calm her down.. lisa's mother started to cry.. she was so upset.. who would'nt be upset to know tat her daughter is pregnant before she's married and she like uner aged.. haizz.. end of story.. when i woke up.. i was like so scared.. actually there's more.. Ernani got a boyfriend.. shamira gt a boyfriend,,, me and shafiqah cat fight.. im so glad tat its just a dream.. really.. i was so scared. even if its a dream and it did not happened to me in that dream.. i was scared because im still with him.. but i sensed tat we will break.. and im just waiting.. hahax.. don't want people to think im a heartbreaker.. hahax.. after tat dream, i quickly dun have feelings for him. hahax.. ayu? got detentio? hahaxx.. can't believe rite?? and who is tat mysterious guy.. i can't see his face.. i was happy with him. but who is he? arhh!! why didnt the dream reveal his face?? haizzz.. crazy dream.. hahax.. i told ayu bout my dream yesterdae.. she also laugh.. hahax.. she gt this feeligns that i will b wit sum1 in our school which can stay longer.. well, ayu.. i think i dun wan 2 stead for a short while after breaking wt boi.. hahx.. nk play hard to get.. hahaha.. just tired of getting hurt.. n i think im not ready for a boyfriend. i want to wait for mr right.. if im patience.. hahax.. remember tis line tat i wil nvr stead again?? hahax.. i remember.. hahax.. |